[Intro]

Sometimes I don’t feel real

Most times I don’t know

If it is happening

Or it is done

It is how you have my heart

Wrecking all the days

I be gone

Now it feels everything I say

If it is done

Help me see through it all

Without a why though

Help me see through it all

I think I'ma ride

[Verse 1]

I need to put my mind

Where it is right

I need to get my mind at the job lovers

I need to get my mind off the reasons

Oh, oh, oh

Why did I ever get this shit started

I thought I had a reason for starters

I’m stuck in my bas m nt a bother

And I don’t know if I can any harder

Cos I'm feeling like a stutter

Ah!

From the jump start, it was a order

Now it feels that

I am not going nowhеre without you

I need you here

damn, I miss you nеar

Why you gotta behave so weird

Reaching for you across the tears

It is so bad

Feeling this way

I don’t know if I can take it no more

It feels so bad, feeling this way

I want pain, just till I feel something

For starters

I want to be free

For starters

Honey, I just wanna think clearly

Nowadays

Vanity in me increasing

And it feels so bad

Everything I ever held back

Now it’s driving me to tears

How can I get it out of there

Push back, push back

Writ her, reach out

She says it will be fine

[Outro]

All I need to do

Is to put my problems

Where they serve in the thrash

All I need to do

Is to put my worries

Where they serve right in the pain

I’m not winning

If you’re not here with me

I need no validation but your love

My tears on chime

When I feel this way

I may just go around and say

I am waiting

I am waiting here with a broken heart

Ah!

I am waiting here with a soured love

Yeah, I am waiting

I am waiting here with a bottle open

And I am drowning every cork

That I ever shot at

Oh fuck